I just got finished with my newest song, Anxiousness, and it's been a while. I was planning on another song being finished in mid-January, two problems arose.
The first and minor problem, FL Studio decided to be awful. I use FL Studio to make my music. The bad thing is that I only use FL Studio in trial mode, mainly because I'm not sure if I want to spend $200 for something that isn't a monetized job. So I almost finished making another song, but FL Studio wouldn't let me open the save file because I was using trial mode. So that was a lot of work down the drain.
The last and major problem, my father passed away in January. This made me very depressed and I stopped doing many things because of it, of course this included making music. It took a huge toll on my mental health.
The last problem was that I couldn't work on music for a while. For multiple times throughout the two months I was gone, I had to either work on schoolwork, or have to stay at my family members house. Schoolwork is self-explanitory, but the family members part wasn't. Okay so, I'm a junior in highschool, and for whatever reason, my mother doesn't trust me by myself in the house for 2 days. Even though I've taken classes about cooking, so I can cook for myself, and I'm almost an adult. And my mother had to go on multiple business trips every week or so, making me stay at my grandparents house. See, my grandparents hate kids being on their electronics, so I couldn't use it then.
So yeah, that's why I've been gone for a very long time.